What do I wish to fly from?

Worry, guilt, anger, regret and the list goes on and on

To understand that this is my time

My time to shine

My time to be me

My time to let go

To take the knot and let it unravel

For sunshine to replace rain

No explanation necessary

Jerico

- its down !!   and all that is in my head now is The Walls of Jerico - that tune is twirling about my brain - hopefully not yours as you read this - if it is then sorry x 

Mind it has only taken 2 weeks xxx

Its still standing

Now there's a surprise x

Walls Yet To Come Crashing Down

Welcome to an insight of the world of Pixie.

Mr P home from the high seas faithfully promised to weild his sledge hammer on the wall that yes still has to come crashing down.   A week of anticipation has now turned into high tension, dust sheets in place, furniture moved, the house unrecognisable, each room with its pile of clutter getting bigger by the day.

But.... today is the day.

Apparently.

To Be Me

I wish to be me

I wish for the confidence others think I have .....

I wish to sleep, to grow to be me

I wish to pirouette all the way to the moon and back

I wish to be me

Stepping out, stepping in

To wishes that twinkle, to dreams that are true and happiness that knows no bounds

Thats what I would like to step into

To creativity that is unleashed and smiles that are natural

Stepping out, stepping in to HOPE

Pixie is back

After some years out I am back - a load of stuff has happened to me - I put on 2 stone in weight, I became another person and I did n't know her.   A meeting of chance led to shedding those stones and as each pound came off I started to become me.

I have had a family in crisis that tumbled from one disaster to the next.   2 years agoI became a mother again to my grand daughter - and I stopped blogging.   It would have been cathartic to continue but impossible for me to do as the wall came up with big big breeze blocks and the once funny and carefree Pixie went.

I am back x